My step dad just walked by my window and i really did have on overwhelming urge to flip him off. Interesting. I get these urges a lot. Not because Im angry or anything, just an urge. Usually they are to punch or kick people though. They can be fun sometimes! Haha.
Anyways, today was...average. Im really starting to resent couples. I have mixed feeling about being around then though. I like hanging around couples because sometimes they are really cute and I get a happy, fuzzy feeling watching them but other times I want to throw things at them and scream. Im a very jealous person by nature and it bothers me.
Jealousy: (n) jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself.
I hate always being jealous of other people. Its pretty much a constant feeling, it doesnt go away. There was a new girl in my 2nd period today. I wanted to through my journal at her head because every guy in the room was drooling over her. Then at lunch I got jealous because someone got back with there girlfriend even though he had just told me he liked me. I wasnt jealous of her because she had him. I was jealous of her because she had someone.
And that is all...
Peace(love?)&HarryPotter
{as.sane.as.me}
No comments:
Post a Comment