Once a Whore Your Nothing More. Sweety, Thats Never Gunna Change.

Today was...interesting. And slightly dangerous. There is this girl at school who is pretty...tough. I angered her on Facebook even though a lot of people have told me not to piss this girl off. Oh well, I dont listen very well! She came over to confront me at lunch and was cussing me out and going crazy! I kept my cool though. Then she started saying she wanted to fight
"You wanna go?? You wanna go bitch??"
"Im not going to fight you."
"Lets go! Right now!"
"Umm...no."
She pushed me but I was not going to hit her first. If she had hit me I would have fought though because if I didnt my ass would have been kicked. Badly. Im not the strongest person...But it was sort of funny. She was saying how I should be saying things like that (I called her a stupid bitch) and how I should realize that she is a mean person and I should just deal with it (I told her off because she was being mean to my friend). Apparently she cant take what she gives out! Oh well...to bad for her.

Also, Jaime and Adam broke up!

peace.love.harrypotter

{as.sane.as.me}

Because Im just Not that Amazing. Darn.

Does anyone else think that its kind of mean to say to someone "How about no. Your just not that amazing" when someone asks you for your number? Because I do. But thats not really important anymore. What is important now is my hair.

Never get your bangs cut at the mall by a lady whos own bangs are in the middle of her forehead because apparently to her "just above my eyes" means "above my eyebrows and make sure they are really jagged and uneven". Thats obviously what she heard! My bangs are so jacked up Im not going to be able to wear them down for weeks! I want to grow them out anyways.

I dont feel like writing anymore today but you should check out my Polyvore account!
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=549338

Byyya!

Peace.Love.&HarryPotter.

{as.sane.as.me}



P.S. I am //that// amazing! Austin can suck it:)

Smother me while im sleeping so I dont have to wake up.

I HATE him. But I dont want to. I want to scream and yell and throw a fit. But I cant.

WHY do you hate me so much? Ive never done anything to you! It all started at CIMI when Carley asked him if he like me. Obviously he doesnt but...it almost seemed like it at CIMI. Just SHUT UP! It takes all my strength not to hit you when you tell me you hate me or tell me Im ugly or tell me no one loves me or tell me another one of the million insults you have thought up in your sick mind. Shut up.

DONE. Im so done with...everything. Where the hell did my nice little family go? Where did my awesome friends go? Well for the latter...Washington. I want my best friend back.

CRAZY. Whenever my moms side of the family was going crazy I always had my dads side to be normal and make me feel normal. When did my dads family start falling apart? Ill tell you when. August 28, 2009. The day...The day everything went to hell. Oh thats another insult, but he didnt have to tell me that. I already know Im going to hell (if its real which I dont think it is).

Sorry I know none of this made sense but Im just spiraling downward and none of my thought make sense at the moment.

{as.[in]sane.as.me}

When did this all happen?

When did I grow up? When did I miss being a little kid? Im so excited for high school but Im also scared out of my mind. The biggest thing that scares me is that I dont know what I want to do with my life. Ever since I was little the only thing I ever pictured myself doing is playing music. I wanted to be a musician. But now Im thinking more realistically. A music career most likely isnt going to happen. I think I want to study phsycology in college but I dont know how to make a career out of that. I do NOT want to be a therapist. No way am I sitting in a room listening to someone bitch about there problems. But what is I dont like phsycology? What am I going to do then? I have only ever pictured myself as a musician. I feel lost now...I dont know what to do.

PeaceLove&HarryPotter

the ever confused,
{as.sane.as.me}