Once a Whore Your Nothing More. Sweety, Thats Never Gunna Change.

Today was...interesting. And slightly dangerous. There is this girl at school who is pretty...tough. I angered her on Facebook even though a lot of people have told me not to piss this girl off. Oh well, I dont listen very well! She came over to confront me at lunch and was cussing me out and going crazy! I kept my cool though. Then she started saying she wanted to fight
"You wanna go?? You wanna go bitch??"
"Im not going to fight you."
"Lets go! Right now!"
"Umm...no."
She pushed me but I was not going to hit her first. If she had hit me I would have fought though because if I didnt my ass would have been kicked. Badly. Im not the strongest person...But it was sort of funny. She was saying how I should be saying things like that (I called her a stupid bitch) and how I should realize that she is a mean person and I should just deal with it (I told her off because she was being mean to my friend). Apparently she cant take what she gives out! Oh well...to bad for her.

Also, Jaime and Adam broke up!

peace.love.harrypotter

{as.sane.as.me}

Because Im just Not that Amazing. Darn.

Does anyone else think that its kind of mean to say to someone "How about no. Your just not that amazing" when someone asks you for your number? Because I do. But thats not really important anymore. What is important now is my hair.

Never get your bangs cut at the mall by a lady whos own bangs are in the middle of her forehead because apparently to her "just above my eyes" means "above my eyebrows and make sure they are really jagged and uneven". Thats obviously what she heard! My bangs are so jacked up Im not going to be able to wear them down for weeks! I want to grow them out anyways.

I dont feel like writing anymore today but you should check out my Polyvore account!
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=549338

Byyya!

Peace.Love.&HarryPotter.

{as.sane.as.me}



P.S. I am //that// amazing! Austin can suck it:)

Smother me while im sleeping so I dont have to wake up.

I HATE him. But I dont want to. I want to scream and yell and throw a fit. But I cant.

WHY do you hate me so much? Ive never done anything to you! It all started at CIMI when Carley asked him if he like me. Obviously he doesnt but...it almost seemed like it at CIMI. Just SHUT UP! It takes all my strength not to hit you when you tell me you hate me or tell me Im ugly or tell me no one loves me or tell me another one of the million insults you have thought up in your sick mind. Shut up.

DONE. Im so done with...everything. Where the hell did my nice little family go? Where did my awesome friends go? Well for the latter...Washington. I want my best friend back.

CRAZY. Whenever my moms side of the family was going crazy I always had my dads side to be normal and make me feel normal. When did my dads family start falling apart? Ill tell you when. August 28, 2009. The day...The day everything went to hell. Oh thats another insult, but he didnt have to tell me that. I already know Im going to hell (if its real which I dont think it is).

Sorry I know none of this made sense but Im just spiraling downward and none of my thought make sense at the moment.

{as.[in]sane.as.me}

When did this all happen?

When did I grow up? When did I miss being a little kid? Im so excited for high school but Im also scared out of my mind. The biggest thing that scares me is that I dont know what I want to do with my life. Ever since I was little the only thing I ever pictured myself doing is playing music. I wanted to be a musician. But now Im thinking more realistically. A music career most likely isnt going to happen. I think I want to study phsycology in college but I dont know how to make a career out of that. I do NOT want to be a therapist. No way am I sitting in a room listening to someone bitch about there problems. But what is I dont like phsycology? What am I going to do then? I have only ever pictured myself as a musician. I feel lost now...I dont know what to do.

PeaceLove&HarryPotter

the ever confused,
{as.sane.as.me}

My First Eyebrow Waxing!

Hello Loves,

I really want to do another pageant! I need to find one though. Its harder than I thought to start out in the pageant circuit.

I just had the strangest dinner. It consisted of 1 taco, 1 piece of fried chicken, and my moms homemade mushroom pasta. It was pretty good though!

I want to do camp this summer to. Maybe drama camp. Or horse camp. I dont know!

I dont know what to write anymore.

PeaceLove&HarryPotter

{as.sane.as.me}

P.S.

The first all gay 3D porno is coming out! Its called Whorey Potter and the Sorcerers Balls. Yup. Just thought you ought to know!

Oh, Lord.

Hello blogosphere! So very sorry that I havent been writing much but Ive been pretty busy. First off lets talk about CIMI and all the drama around that.

First: Victoria

Honestly I think she just lives off of drama and creates it for no reason. She makes up lies and starts fight between people and Im sick of it! She can be really nice but its not doing me any good to be friends with her. So Im not going to be.

Second: Perry

I know Im not supposed to let him get to me but when someone keeps telling you that you are ugly and no one likes you you start to believe it. He was actually being nice to me until the last day at CIMI. Then he was even worse than before. I dont understand why he hates me so much. I have never done anything to him to deserve this! He treats me like shit even when I try to avoid him. He just needs to stop.

Third: Relationships

This goes back to Victoria a bit. She breaks up with her boyfriend to get back together with her ex on the CIMI trip??? Wow...I was sitting in front of them on the bus and I couldnt turn around. It was awkward when I did...Then Jaime (my newest friend!) got together with Adam. They are adorable together and I wanted them to get together but I did not expect them to go that fast! They had been going put for a few HOURS and were already all over each other on the bus. They were sitting in front of me on the bus so can you see how awkward this would be?? Very.

Ok this has been a lot of writing for today. I still have more that I need to get out but this is not the time or place.

PeaceLove&HarryPotter

{as.sane.as.me}

Is it a Wild Hippo?

Im listening to the TV talk about a man being attacked by a hippo. My family is in town and Im nauseous. I want to go see Alice in Wonderland but all of my friends are out of town for SPRING BREAK! Im texting Adam while he is on a cruise and Im very jealous.

Speaking of jealous...
Did you know that it is very rainy in New York? I do. Not because Im there or because I checked the weather channel but because my family is there. My Aunt and Uncle have been taking my other Aunt and her 3 kids (my only cousins on my dads side) on really nice vacations to Mexico. They dont invite me. Now they are on a trip to New York City. Seeing plays on Broadway and having a freaking awesome time.

My back hurts.

Barbies make me mad.

Bella wont stop playing tat damn xylophone.

Im mad.

FML